Hi Babygirl, It was my birthday last week and all I wanted was for you to come and see me in my dream. I waited and waited I got 10 cakes but nothing compared to seeing you that day. Every Birthday you would tell me how I was your baby and the first time you saw me I was wearing a Yellow sleepsuit with blue rabbits This year I had to tell myself that Topsy I miss you so much I am tired of missing you and sadly it's only been 5 months and 11 days of not seeing you or hearing your voice I have my whole lifetime to miss you and want to hear your voice. I am still very much lost I am still very much angry I am still very much alone because what we shared is irreplaceable I would give anything to have you come back so i wouldn't have to live with this pain I'm trying to be okay but I only want to talk to YOU Please come and see me soon I can't wait to be reunited with you in Heaven Don't forget to tell Ibidun all about me. Love you Always and Forever Your Toolz xx