Hi Topsy, Its Christmas time now This was your favourite time of the year The fact that you are not here, hurts so much This is my 26th December 1st and you are not here with me God This Pain This Pain!!!!!! I have asked God WHY YOU a MILLION TIMES WHY YOU This was not the plan I am still very confused I am tired of Hallucinating All I want is to see you and to hear your voice I have so much to tell you I LOVE YOU Always and Forever I know you are in Heaven and I cant wait to see you there Don't forget to tell Ibidun all about me Your Toolz xxx